I want to serve my Master by being an obedient sub.
Not only do i want to serve him sexually i want to be able to serve him in many other ways.
Sexually i want to serve my Master with my body in a way that is pleasing to him weather it be my mouth hands or pussy even if its him redding my arse with his cane.
I want to serve my Master by making his food, kneeling by his feet , folding his clothes when he takes them off and offering his towel when he leaves the shower.
I want to serve my Master by growing as a submissive and learning to be the submissive he needs.
I want to serve my Master by being there when he needs me.
And My Master
I’m tied up.
I cant Move.
I cant see.
I cant talk.
I’m naked totally vulnerable but very turned on and putting my trust in Master for him to what he wants with me.
I want to do this one day take my level of submission to a new one where Master can do what he wants and don’t know what’s coming. I would like to include some forced orgasm, pinwheel and flogging but what is done to me will ultimately be Masters choice.
I like that BDSM means Master can have my submission
I like that BDSM allows me to push my limits to new levels.
BDSM allows me to explore new feelings and I like that alot.
I like that BDSM has allowed me to grow.
I like that BDSM means i get to experience Pain.
I like that BDSM has allowed me to find new friends.
BDSM allows there to be control in my life which i like.
I like that BDSM has shown me a new world.
I like the play sessions BDSM allows me to explore.
I like that BDSM means i found A new level in myself.
I like that BDSM means i have a Master
I know i have not posted much lately but has not been alot to say.
But Last night i saw Master for a good amount of time.
Master has been done lately which has made me sad because there is not a lot i can do and it makes me upset to know i cant always be for my Master but i try. Last night i was actually able to be there for him in an emotional way and i was a very happy Sub.
So last night i also got to wear my new collar (picture to come) Master again hand made it for me :D and i love it. Its becoming so much more natural to wear a collar when im with Master.
When i got to Master house last night i knew he wasnt in the mood for play so for a little while i didnt have a collar around my neck and i felt naked but Master mood picked up and he placed the new collar around my neck which screws locked so no removing it ( not that i want to) then we decidced to go get something for dinner and i kept it on the whole time we were out which felt great.
Master also showed me a new cane he had made and lets just say its very hardcore and im not near that level yet. Luckly Master has someone else he can play with who he can use it on………Im yet to have an opion upon how to feel about Master having someone he can cane and hard because i really wish i could take canings better because i know how HOT master finds it. Might talk more about that later.
After dinner it was back to Masters and we played it was good but i could have done better i did not please Master as much as i would have liked to and really want to aim to work on that. I did some of the cane and have a few marks on my butt and it hurts to sit but i like it as it reminds me i am owned.
We also did needle play again this time it was a bit more intense and i love it.
Ok so there is a little bit of an update for you i will post some pics of our play.
If you have any question please ask away.